need to get my shit together

I'm awake at 7am on a Saturday morning. However, I fell asleep around 11, so I at least got a quality 8 hours in. I am just going to lay in bed with Chimi for a while and at least post to keep up with you.

Food journey- bullshit. I have been eating more often than ever, even when I'm not hungry. Ya, I sometimes eat when I'm bored, but at least that is controlled. I feel like I'm just eating to be eating. Tyler and I have been going out a lot during 2nd period and this is after I already eat a breakfast, so I eat 2 breakfasts. We said yesterday that we have to be better about that. Little changes.

Rita- your plan sounds awesome!!! It is just getting started and getting into a routine. Once that happens, you'll probably start freaking out that you haven't gotten your workout in or done something when it was supposed to be done. I don't have the motivation like you. If I just took my big butt outside, I'd be ok. I'm hoping once tennis starts, I'll feel better. However, I know I shouldn't wait until February to get my butt into gear. PS- I miss you.

BFFL- You really are a one woman show and I admire you so much for that. I feel like if I was in your position (and not just with Adam, but you have a 1 month old baby), I'd be an emotional ball of mess. And I'm so happy for you that you have gotten your shit together and will be working with Johnson-Forlicker and joining weight watchers. I know you'll be so happier doing that. How do you have so much energy?! LOL

On another note, I've just been busy as a bee lately. I worked the basketball game Thursday night and I met Bryan's parents. So nervous! It's a completely different relationship than with Justin. There are some things that I miss about the relationship with Justin when I'm with Bryan,  but then there are so many more things that I'm thankful for now that I'm dating Bryan. I guess it is just being in a new relationship and having to figure things out. I'm so happy that next week is exam week, so I have no school work to do this weekend! Phew!

When are you both free? We need to figure something out and have a BFFL date. Since I'm off soon, maybe Kristina and I can meet Rita at Baker's Crust again! Oh, and I'm off Friday, so maybe we can plan something for later in the afternoon if Rita still works half days on Friday. 

Early New Year's resolution- getting better about blogging, even if it is just to stop by and say "what up my bitches?!"

love you both (and my BFFL Jr.!)