Reply to Buck - Let's DO this #NoOneToBlameButMySelf

I'm so proud of you - I have been eating like a COW...and it shows.
I've decided that I need to do this, not only for me, but for my husband, my puppy, my mom, and you guys...I know it sounds sappy and stupid, but it's selfish to eat like I eat, not exercise and not take care of myself.  I've been to these funerals, I don't want you guys to have to do that...because I was a fat lazy lard ass...I'm unhappy and I'm the only one that can change my life in that regard.  I have a bowflex. I have an elliptical. I have money to purchase healthy food.  I have absolutely NOTHING but excuses.  Yesterday I said I'd start today, today I'm saying I'll start tomorrow. BULLSHIT. It starts right now.

Plan:
Wake at 6am - Coffee/News/Karma Feed and Out
6:30a - 7:15a - Change/Stretch/Elliptical/Stretch
7:15a - 7:45a - Shower/Dress
7:45a - 8:00a - Probably Still Doing Something...#AlwaysLate
8:00a - Leave for Work
8:30 - 5:30p - Work (M-TH)
5:30p - 6:15p - Drive home

Then I MUST do the FOLLOWING:
-Fix Dinner
-Pack Lunch for Work
-Set out outfit

THEN I'd LIKE TO:
-Take Karma for a Walk

I'm going to try - starting tomorrow to stick to this for two weeks...that doesn't seem long, but in Rita world...it's HUGE.

Also - when this shitty daylight darkness shit ends, I'll be shifting back to my 7:30a to 4:30 work day so that means, getting up at 5am! Right now I figure there is no point waking up early to go to work if it's still dark when I leave at 4:30....so fuck it I'll sleep an extra hour and ease into this exercise thing so hopefully, I can actually stick with it...

Yeah teachers, shut up I know, you do that already blah blah blah...

Glad you folks are blogging again....

Also, Kristina - about Adam...we talked about this...separation of duties shit...I think you set the bar high but being all Kristina Independent, not to blame you, that's just you, but he needs to step it up. Is it that he's not helping or that he seems withdrawn from the baby...if he's just not helping I wouldn't be surprised....that's our men...if he's withdrawn, I'd be a little concerned! Consider this though...he's also been REALLY busy at work, he's under a lot of stress with his dad...not to say you aren't, but you are a CHAMP, he handles stress alot differently than you...Also, he could have just gotten his period like Josh, perhaps one day their menses will sync and we can go through this together!

Love them boys! Love you gals!