slacking

I have been eating like a bum that walked into a free buffet.

I have given up on myself and haven't been holding back on what I've been eating. But then I got an email today.... Candy sent the bridesmaids a list of 30 different dresses (about 5 of them I liked), and it hit me that I need to put my fat ass into another bridesmaid dress. I can't be too worried about the dress b/c Sherri is being put into a dress and another bridesmaid is about 5'2 and is a pretty healthy girl as well. At least I'm somewhat proportioned.

I haven't weighed myself in weeks b/c I'm so nervous, but I need to stop fucking around and get back on track. So, tomorrow am I will weigh myself. I'm sure I'll be starting over at ground zero. Those fucking doughnuts yesterday from the Amish people were totally worth it though.  

On that note, time to bake cupcakes.... for senior night tomorrow :)

I'm getting super pumped for halloween!!!!!!! yayayayayay

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