This weeks stats:
Monday - Thursday
Status: still FAT
Calories burned: 401 (weak)
Miles run: 2.9 (weaker)
Weight, still up....I have 17 days till my doctor tells me I failed my first goal. Fuck that bitch, sitting on her cloud of judgement, handing down life lessons to all the fat sinners. Seriously, she has stressed me out more than ever, and then she'll tell me I'm too stressed and I need to relax. Bitch you called me fat.
This is my life. It needs to be balanced. It needs to be healthy. It needs to be honest. It needs to be successful. It needs love. It needs happiness. It needs friendship. It needs family. It needs puppies.
My body needs nutrition. My body needs movement. My body needs sustenance.
It does NOT need asshole doctors applying pressure to be skinny. Who does that bitch think she is, and let's be honest, she could drop a few pounds too. Just sayin'....cloud of judgement, I just popped a hole in that motha.
I mean I get it, I need to make better decisions. I'm okay with that. If that bitch calls me fat, she's losing her license to practice medicine. (Not bragging, but I've gotten good at it)
Seriously considering canceling this appointment - it's just a checkup, how do we, as a group, feel about that....I feel great, I don't need a checkup I need that bitch to check herself before I wreck herself.
Boom.
That is all.
However, is cancelling a cop out?? I am many things...a pussy I am not.
Nut up or bail out?
LYLAS Mutha fuckers.
(P.S. - let's do this (sike!))
Well, you know i've always maintained the fact that as long as you're happy and, as you say "balanced", that's what's important. Healthy, yes, stressed out over being fat, no....you don't need any of that in your life. Honestly, i didn't know why you needed that extra check up anyways...but that is totally your call. Do some soul searching...are you really feeling good??? The running in the morning certainly hasn't hurt -- you may want to think about continuing that. 2.9 miles is nothing to be ashamed of. That's 2.9 miles more than you did last week and 2.9 miles more than I did since March!! Be proud of yourself -- don't hate!
ReplyDeleteIn the words of Bruno Mars:
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Gurl,
DeleteYou just sang to me. Oh snap. That made my day.
I'm cancelling that appointment, I don't need to waste a $20 copay for that bitch to tell me I'm fat. I can look in the mirror and do that shit for free!
I love you. Thanks for the song. You're amazing!
P.S. this pregnancy is making you soft! LOL KIDDING!