It's Thursday, yay! After waking up and weighing myself and seeing that since day 1, I am down only 1.8 pounds, I was a
For breakfast, I had an English muffin and a doughnut that was brought to school.
Lunch, I went with Candy & Mike to Brass Monkey and had a caesar salad (instead of french fries) but couldn't really enjoy it b/c, again, the salad was caked in dressing. I also had a club on a wrap.
On a side note, Rita, you are absolutely right, and I feel the same way. I want only the people supporting me & who really want the best for me and my imaginary husband standing beside me. I'm just being a bitch and she doesn't deserve that. True, they are crazy, but she is a nice person and means well, so I think I need to change my attitude and mindset. So, I need to stop with being catty about this and just be happy for them.
So, after a nice lunch with them (ok, she still isn't my BFF though! LOL), I came home and passed the freak out. I couldn't fall asleep last night b/c I took a late nap and had a large soda at like 8 last night. So between that and everything that kept running through my mind, I tossed and turned until about 2 or 3ish in the morning. I'm not really sure what I'm going to be doing for dinner tonight. I'm just in a hungry "Iwantfoodandlotsofit" type of mood. I'm sure I'll get creative.
Also, I don't think I can go strictly no carb b/c I know that is not realistic for me. We all know I have a weakness for mac n cheese and I loveeeee food, and as Rita said, a variety of food. I think with no carbs, you are supposed to not eat fruits at first- hello, I need my watermelon. I just need to remember portions and smart choices.
Time to finish watching The Glee Project.
Thanks for letting me get that Candy vent out. It's just eating at me so badly, and honestly, I haven't felt this guilty about something in so long; but, let's face it, I'm a cold and standoffish sometimes, so shit doesn't bother me.
And thank you both for being my support. It means the world to me! <3
We are like the "three best friends that anyone could have"...
ReplyDeleteKara you're doing the right thing by supporting her marriage...you offered your perspective to her at the beginning and she continued to carry on so now you just have to sit back and support the crazy. Trust me, I'm doing it with my Best Friend Amanda and Kristina was doing it with Ro.
We need people to love us when we're at our worst - you are being a good friend. It's hard to be positive about people's decisions when they don't agree with yours and they are non-traditional...I don't think you're being catty at all...I think if anything you're worried about her well being and joking about it is how you deal with it. Stop feeling guilty.
If you're bored tonight you can come over and watch football with me and the neighbors it's the first Redskin's football game!!!
Woot!
I might take you up on that and join the cool crew for the football game! Chimi and I are going to go for our walk late tonight, so I'll see how we are feeling after that!
ReplyDeleteHere here, ri ri! Well said, I don't you're being catty one bit!!!! Everything you've said has been honest and truthful. You certainly have showed concern for candy and her relationship from the beginning ...I'd say that pretty wonderful of you and is what a concerned friend would do. Certainly no need for you to stress about this one bit.
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